Last Month Of 2010

DECEMBER of 2010....time juz pass lik tat only n i juz feel tat many things tat i should do at tis years didt do n didt start yet....all my friends gt their own life n noe which way tat can make their life become better n me...wat should i????wat i surpose to do?????till now still blur yet....arh.....hope tis decision can change my life n giv my life better.....n tis month i nid buy a new laptop....if tat job i can do smoothy then i can buy a camera...